26 Dec I love myself
|Here I am testing my clarity on X-Mas eve…|
It’s two-and-a-half-hours past midnight. Do I call it the wee hours of December 27th or late 26th? I’m not gonna nuts seeking clarity about something that a good sleep can’t fix.
That’s what I did a good part of the year – which is fast chuckling its way about after having successfully left a few more grays on my scalp, than I would like. So, one last time this year, I ponder wide awake…
Clarity, my friend says, is a Gemini peeve. I’d defend with all my might and call it a virtue of the twins. But… honestly, it sucks. Because, that’s exactly why I can’t say for sure if the previous year was better than this but am, nevertheless, damn certain of the coming year to be better – nope the best. This positivity, but indeed, is a Gemini virtue.
Shady she! NOT me!Like all these past years, my progress stopped with this argument.
That’s when I was hustled down and explained “intent, desire and effort is needed to overcome the manipulative twin”. I howled and screamed in desperation, then tired of the drama I mellowed down and pleaded until I was finally guided to meditate to calm the misleading creep.
At 2.30am as I sign off for the year, I am clear that my new day has begun, as much as I am clear that my previous day has not ended either.
I love her. I love myself. I’m blessed. Thank you to the Divine for who I am.